Im so sick and tired of school. Sick of engineering. Sick of doing something I really dont enjoy doing. Sick of being stuck with engineering. Sick of not knowing what I can do to get out of engineering. Sick of knowing that I wasted 4.5 years of my life on engineering. Sick of hearing people tell me Im doing well in school, so this is what I should do for the rest of my life. Sick of feeling that its my fault I dont like what Im doing. Just sick of everything. But I guess life is still good in so many other ways! The glass must always be half full...ALWAYS.

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I have been having the same problem for the last 2 years. I never wanted to study business, BBA was my last choice of all. But I ended up with it. How pathetic is that! Each and every day I feel like I am not competent enough to be a business graduate. Business people are actually a lot smarter than I am, and more over I don't have this 'thing' inside me so that I can shape and mould myself to become a business student. Thinking about the future it makes me nervous, anxious, and desperate. I really don't know what to do at this point of time. I know I am no good for the corporate jobs. In fact I know what I am not good at, but I really don't know what are the things that I am good at! I know I sound nuts, but that is the situation over here. And ofcourse thinking about this whole number of BBA graduates that are passing each year makes me nervous, angry, tensed... what not. You are right... thinking about people's expectation from you makes you even crazier!
Anywho, best of luck with whatever decision you take.
Rabab
i know how you feel. its not really your fault, its society's.
finish your degree because it will give you some respect. then take some time to figure out what you want to do. this degree is just a foundation to help you accomplish what you want. :) you will find a way. have hope and trust yourself that you know to do what makes you happy.
Looks like students are having troubles all over the world!
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